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Monday, January 23, 2012


你曾经有过这种经验呢?
你的朋友在问:“真正的你在哪里”?
我就最近才有过这么一个不懂要如何回答的问题~
我也不知道所谓真正的我是一个如何的我……

他说我有一个猜不透的心,一面又一面的面具遮在我脸前~
就算是认识我,也只是认识了表面层的我罢了~

他说我从来没有正视过自己;也没有思考过自己的一切~
他说我我总是在意别人的标准而在改变自己~

我总是在问别人你觉得我如何呢?
却没问过真正的我需要什么……
我只是为了他人而活而已~
没有了朋友在旁我就什么都不是~

对于我自己的见解,我觉得不是我不了解我自己~
而是太了解了~

我不喜欢寂寞或则自己一个人呆着~
所以喜欢或不喜欢,我主动的配合所发生的一切~
你说我懦弱,我认呀~

因为我知道当两个倔强的在一起,其中一方不加以忍让……
那其实不用多说你也知道,那段感情或友情是不会长久~

可能正如你所说,我有着一副面具在我脸前~
我不敢正视自己~我总是在迎合他人~
可是那也是一种生活方式呀~

没有人真的会喜欢孤单一个人的过日子~
我只是希望朋友能接受我呀~
当一个人格格不入时,你还会觉得他是朋友吗?
口头上的朋友?那就免了~
我希望有的是真心的朋友,一个我可以畅谈心事的朋友~

别告诉我,这只是我的借口~
你可以先确定你自己真的会接受那些与你格格不入的朋友位朋友吗?
你确定你真的可以接受那个朋友的一切?
包括那个不为人知,你所谓的“真实的一面”?

所以?
你觉得呢?

writtern @3:04 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2011


最近我的坏习惯又开始了~
至于是什么坏习惯?
那就是夜猫习惯又简称如吸血鬼~
总之就像是见光死似的~

好久没那么早就睡不着了~
咳,我都不懂如何是好~
再加上我这个学期的课大部分都是要早上起身的呀~
如果像我这种见光死的人早上上课那该如何是好呢?
昨天我已经不小心错过了一堂课了,今天只希望别再来一次!!
要不然我呀可就会被禁止参加期末考的啦~

writtern @5:33 AM

Sunday, August 7, 2011


我觉得我对我自己的沟通能力真的是需要重新审核了~
想继续装傻好像已经到了无法撞下去的地步~
想和人倾诉反倒遭人敷衍~
想到真心的朋友,那又可以在哪找到?
已经有种欲哭无泪的感觉了~
和你们说,你们又能怎样~
帮我宣传我的烦恼,那我需要谢谢你们吗?
我做我喜欢的东西需要得到你的允许吗?

我已经不懂得如何能继续面对你们了~
你们的温柔,让我感到害怕~
好像我欠了你们,我就永无翻身似的~
我现在连想和你们沟通时都需要再三思考~
思考所说的话是否会有人回应;
回应的话是切题的吗?
还是只是另一个只是想来继续羞辱我的吗?
我也是个人耶~
我也是需要谅解的~
不需要每天帮我宣传些故事给人听;
要不然就是拿我来当笑题~
你们当我是什么呀~
你们笑了,才来问我你们什么的对吧?
你不会那么小气吧~
你都知道我们在和你开玩笑的~
这些话如果只是有时有时听的话,把它当成是玩笑还可以~
但如果常用,他还是玩笑吗?
而且你不觉得你笑了后才文辉我不会介意吗,那算是在关心我吗?
你不觉得你自己像是拿到上任后问那个人你疼吗的感觉吗?
你们要我告诉你们些什么?
我不喜欢你们拿我来开玩笑吗?
还是??


我也不懂我可以和你们在继续下去了没~
我好累了~
没力了~



writtern @12:58 AM

Monday, August 23, 2010


Haiz...
My exam is here ...
Count down on 2 more days ...
First subject about sheila's
Basic Marketing and Promotion

well...

i think ...
i ready for that paper ...
but the second paper ...

ana's

Basic Broadcast Writing ...
I still blur blur ...

Third farah's

Basic Human Communication
ok i think ...

Last for resit paper ...

the third time i resit this paper ...
Introduction to Mass Communication Writing ...

Hope i can finally pass it ...


Yup !!!

I CAN DO IT !!!


writtern @4:29 PM

Monday, August 16, 2010


It has been awhile that i didn't come back and update my blog oledi ...
Too much facebook until i forget my blog ...
Hahax...
My final exam is at the corner la ...
25 will start my 1st paper ...
27 2nd paper ...
29 3rd ...
30 last ...
then i will be free to go ...


will try to post more here ...
paiseh ^^

writtern @12:01 AM

Monday, May 17, 2010


Is has been awhile since i posted my first new entry here ~
i had started my new semester today ^^
meet back many friends after the past three boring weeks ^^
And the life encounter with new roommate Matt Tie is going quite well also ~
He is quite a nice guy from Bintulu, Sarawak ^^
Still in my progress to get to know more about him ^^
Since i don't want to "scare" him with my attitude ^^
haha ^^
Am i scary ??
Actually depend la ...
I can be very friendly and sometimes too friendly ^^
But i just wanna make more friends ~
No one ever will said that i have too many friends until he or she is fed up with the situation ~
So i think is a good starting for this semester since i hope that i can go on well ~
another 3 days till my result is out today ~
I'm worry actually since this is my last chance ~
If i fail any more subject i won't be graduate on time together with all my friends and furthermore i need to leave study life maybe for a long period until i have the finiancial support to support my study ~
I did hard for my study but i know my result is what people said the normal types ~
I won't be outstanding but i also won't be the bottom ~
But i really hope that i can excel in my study for this semester since i want to continue my study here ~
I don't want to be left out ~
I want to continue my study ~
So ...
Study is wat i need to concentrate now ...
Don't concentrate in something that is not important ~
I hope that i can be bless so that all will go on smoothly ^^

writtern @10:15 AM

Sunday, April 11, 2010


I'm planning for a brand new beginning ...
So i renew my blog here ^^
1st of all what is brand new beginning ??
anyone have any concept ?
mind share with me ?
2nd of all how to achieve a brand new beginning ??
process, procedure ??
I'm tired and frustrated by lately activity ...
looking forward for a place to rest myself ...
any recommended places ??
I need rest and peace ...


writtern @3:44 PM